_ Tớ muốn đăng cái gì đó đáng iu cho quán, cơ càng già tế bào đáng iu của tớ cũng teo luôn. Cũng như TA đáng iu, cơ tớ viết ở đây chắc không thấy được. Cùng cố gắng nhé!
I’m often obsessed with nice people. Every time I meet someone who is just a little nicer, a little cuter, or gentler than others, I want gently touch and keep them close once more.
This time his name is TA, and as so many times before, I have no idea who he is or how old he is, but I think he is kinda nice. He volunteered to record the online English lessons so that others who are unable to attend the class can study. We have two-morning lessons on the weekend and I am unable to attend both. So the recordings have saved my life (reality saved my money for this course). I’ve noticed that TA always does his job so well.
He also sends comics or memes with new vocabulary on them. And especially he is often the only one who answered the teacher’s message and he gave my message reaction emotion (in group chat). (…)
After every 10 learnings, he will delete all of the records. I intended to pretend that I was absent from class and forgot to watch the recording yet before it was deleted. And I will have a chance to send him a message.
My full-time job caused me to forget about the pretend plan. Until yesterday, after work, I read in the group chat that he had deleted the lessons. So I recall the plan from the beginning of the course. I sent him a text. My purpose had tissued, to get the link to the lessons that I forgot to download, and to say hello to him.
And it’s a shame because all I want is to have the opportunity to start the conversation, but I dont know how to continue or develop it. But what should be developed? I have not thought about it yet, about what I want to get after saying hello. The conversation ended after I said thank you. It will need 5 weeks to have another chance to text him again. I hope next time I can text more than “hello TA” and “thank you”, or I can be not too tedious to annoy him.
There are 3 notes here. The first need is to have a clear aim; without it you will lost way, lost motivation. The second is willing to take risks on something out of your imagination. The last note is to keep calm and get busy.
{This post= a tedious girl+ study English+ bullshit. Thanks for reading.}.
